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Lanj: 2013/6/28 (2/2)

Translated from the original Japanese.

2014/03/05

There are many cases when one cannot completely kill themselves, even if one stabs oneself, because one cannot pierce through the pain deeply.

Thus he dulled his pain with stabilizers and rum. He had made preparations in case he could not use the train.

However, right as he finished drinking, the patrol car came toward him. It was suspicious for it to be here. He returned to the road.

Quick, before the medicine kicks in. But the road was crowded. It was hopeless, even if he stabbed himself.

His consciousness became hazy. He could not die, even in a car crash, because the road was too crowded.

Please, let me die.